oHh yay .. today is 16/09/08 (tuesday) .. woOo .. kinda happy leh .. went sentosa with ah fu and aaron .. my 2 buddy kakis =p .. thx to them for accompany-ing me sia .. duno y all my frens suddenly all busy with things. . dam .. loLS .. lucky still got them to pei me go loh .. going sentosa is 1 of the things i wanna do during my sch holidays .. another 2 will be going ecp and jB .. lets plan and enjoy it again .. hais alot unhappiness surrounding me for the past few days over some bgr stuffs .. finally today can let it out at siloso beach le .. met ah fu at 1315hrs at harbour front mrt .. but we knew each other too well le .. cos we know we will be late .. and thus met each other at 1345hrs .. lols .. zhunzhun.com .. but dun say about arron lar .. he more late .. loLs .. he is the late comer king .. sometimes really bth him .. how to change his attitude .. me and wenfu already lates liao .. he lagi more lates .. no1 can win him sap .. then me and ah fu go kopitiam @ vivo city for lunch .. while waitin for the late comer .. hAa .. had yang tou fu for the meal .. yum yum .. not bad .. then finished eating still hab to walk around and wait for aaron .. zZz .. aaron reached at 1450hrs .. almost 3pm .. waste my beautiful day sap .. but nvm lar .. at least he came .. wanted to take away food and drinks to sentosa .. but duno y we bought the tickets and enter to the train .. suddenly while waiting for train then realised we neber bought those stuffs ..we just proceed on .. anyway today is aaron and wenfu saw and know each other nia .. great to know they click well .. l0ve frens who are out-going and frenly =p .. alots changes in sentosa then .. walk around see see .. look for place to sit down relac .. ah boon suddenly called to tell me about the news for the cisco job .. got to thx alots for his help le .. if not i dun tink i can get the job also .. arigato ah boon ! .. we changed places to places .. coconut tree to another coconut tree .. the weather is sunny my favourites .. i just took off my polo-t and put on some tanning lotion .. hMm .. was quite turned off to see wenfu and aaron not taking off their tops .. loLs .. theres nothing to shys about or watever .. go there hab to relac and half naked is commons .. tall,short,fat or skinny nvm lar .. most important is how i look at urself not others to see or judge .. just duno and dun care(dkdc) .. in the end i m the only half naked guy tanning relac .. and they quite sian duno wat to do also .. so me and arron went to nearby shop to buy a volley ball to play .. well i felt kinda weird walking around half naked cos aaron was habin his shirt on .. zz .. while going back with the new volley ball .. a group of guys came approaching us .. heyhey .. its not gang fight .. loLs .. they were just playing some games - looking for 6 packed guys to takee photos .. aaron then push me to them .. so jian rite ? heeee .. well , they all stand around me and took photos of me then ..in my heart was really overwhelm and happy ah .. i duno when i g0t nice body with 6 packed .. haaa .. they asked me flex here and there .. i hoped they dun take my photos anyhow lar .. but enjoyed this feeeling =p .. at least all my training at home neber went to drain .. everyday i will okay with my dumb bell , do some pumping and sits-up to stay healthy and fit loh .. hais .. now i wanna go tall and fats nia =D .. i m trying then ... i wanna be perfect man =x .. 0ki enough .. me and arron went back with the volley ball .. we took it as soccer ball and kick here and there .. and i run arounds like monkey chasing playing .. wooo .. aaron then complained hungry and thirsty after playing awhile cos he haben taking any meals lar .. who ask him to lates .. heee. . then we quickly went to koufu for dinner at palawan beach ..before tat we do not know where koufu is located so went back to the shop where we bought the volley ball to enquire about the place .. the young lady was kinda pretty and cute .. loLs .. its human nature to see =x ..aaron say good .. buts its really good then =p .. makans really expensive sia inside sentosa .. no choice hab to eat also then .. went back to siloso beach .. on the way saw a few peacocks walking around .. dam funny also .. we walk with the flow of the peacocks .. when we walked back the sun had already set .. the place was dark le .. then aaron again played the nice guy helped girls take photos .. loLs .. always kanna ask to help them take pictures de .. the sand is cooling and the whole place turned differently become windy and c0ol at this hour le .. kiCk arounds the ball cant see also .. we went to basketball court to play .. the whole volleyball courts etc was empty .. ke lian de volley ball lets us turned into soccerball then become basketball le .. heee .. played until arounds 8+pm then we went showering .. we shouted and scream arounds in the gents .. no1 except us .. nice sap .. my bery first time stayed at sentosa until so lates up .. after tat went to 7 11 to get drinks .. then yay home we go .. wanted to go dohby ghaut arcade to play the basketball game aagin but all of us were shagged out .. then we just head home le .. overall was a fun and enjoy-able day with things going on .. l0ve sentosa even more le .. wanna go there often ah .. who wanna acc me go everyday also can =p .. gave my shade/sunglass to wenfu le .. i dun tink i suit it .. gonna miss it le .. but still missed her ... shes rules my mind body and soul le .. haiss .. tml got to go down cicso for briefing le .. tiress out .. tats all ....

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Tuesday, September 09, 2008

Today is 090808(Tues) .. gonna summarise abit on 080808(mon) .. actually its a good day yesterday .. i like the date every muchy .. actual plan was to go hougang swim with abel and wenfu @ around 230pm .. in the end around 1+pm i was preparing and ready to meet them .. i really g0t shocked and surpirsed when i saw ah boon and chris in my room while i came out from batheroom .. gged sia .. i machiam caught in the middle .. cos i promised abel to go swim then my frens suddenly come my house to surpise for some mahjong session .. heee .. in the end i called abel to explained about it .. then lucky they haben get out of their house also .. so mahjong continues .. we played until around630pm as chris got to go sch for his swimming cca again .. i was the big winner $15 while ah boon won $13 .. dam .. watever i do i just kept tinking of her .. then at around 7+ pm ah boon drive his car bring me and yx to the temple where he need to collect debts for his parents .. then me and yx soon bian go there pray pray .. as usual i pray for good wealth and good health .. plus this time i ask and told god then i recently met her .. and i felt that i m tangled in this web .. i m lost and duno wat to do .. hope can still frens lar even though cant be together .. pls enlighten me .. after that we went sch to fetch chris agter his cca .. we couldnt find him anywhere in sch and his hp was off loh .. then we find navin who stayed nearby to join us for dinner cum supper cos ah boon driving sap .. hais .. i hab to urge to called her and asked her how is she .. is she hungry i can take away food from there if she needs .. in the end i didnt do it .. i m afraid tat shes find me irritating and nuisence .. after dinner cum supper at kaki bukit blk 511 .. ah boon drives us homes ..

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Sunday, September 07, 2008

yay .. today finally i stayed at home liao and of course i like to take this time to reflect on myself .. how to improve and keep improving .. 07/08/08 .. just need this good rest stay home pak dota .. sat down chat with family members for awhile .. long didnt do it for last few days .. everyday out also sian diao sap .. i had a fun outing yesterday but i left my precious sunglass with wenfu .. dam sap .. today ah boon sms me for supper but i didnt go also .. but sorry sap .. really wanna stay at home man .. really scared of going out liao .. going out is 0ki .. but to control pocket $ to spend is difficult loh .. somemore i m some1 who like fashion .. watever i see looks nice to me i got that temptation to buy sia .. hais .. for time being just wanna had a good rest this holiday .. waiting for the cisco security job to increase my income for more disposal expenses to spend .. heee .. last nite i slept arounds 5+am sia .. i just try to force myself to slps .. alot things just flash back .. good ones bad ones also hab .. but 1 thing is tat image of her keep appearing in my mind when i closed my eyes trying to slps ..somemore met 1 time nia ..my bad lar .. i had a good memory .. i can remember things fast tats 1 of my talent ..i want to forget everything lar.. hais .. i neber hab this missing feeling for so long .. arh .. its hurts in me .. does she l0ves me ? is she the one ? or m i the one ? .. so many questions and i m confused .. i duno who can understand it .. i can only confide everything with my bloggy .. my family wun understands nor my frens .. they will only pester me to faster find gf nia zz .. whenver come to bgr , i will tongue tight and felt l0st .. the only thing i wanna do is to drink .. only in drunk state can i forget .. but its just for awhile nia .. i still looking for drinking partners that can accompany me drink+share each other thoughts .. got to look for alcohol fridge to put in my room for my own convenience .. whenever i emo/sad can straight away drink nia .. heee .. tats also remind me of kungfu dunk basketball captain (forgot his name) always drink nia .. call me a coward or running away from reality i also dun care .. i had too much failed experiences in bgr and i really cant face it no more .. goD pls give me the strength and save me from this sap .. pls give me someone who really loves me and i will be sure to shower her with l0ving tender care from me .. and i will do my best for it ... i took this phrase from my fren nick =x Isn't it ironic?? We ignore those who adore us, adore those who ignore us? Hurt those who love us and love those who hurts us??? nice one rite ? heee .. for me 50-50 true loh .. in bgr i feel tat there is no right or wrong .. its the choices tat individual made .. as in to love or not to love .. loves means love .. it dun need any special reasons .. just like 1+1 =2 .. enjoying each other companion is the most important cos once together .. u hab to live together till the end .. i always ask myself alot questions .. if i love her .. should i let her go ? cos i dun tink i can give her happiness and the things shes wans .. before love, afraid to tell her .. once got love .. afraid to lose her .. hais .. got stead trouble .. no stead also trouble .. y is tat so .. y does love exists sia .. i really had too much unhappiness for this le .. i can drink alots and kept quiet in one corner without talking when i emo/sad .. i sob and crys over this also .. so ? do i care ....... i do care ... wat i dun care is how ppl looks at me ..its my life .. WHyssss and whys l0ves .. cmi liao .. got to habe a good rest today .. slept little last nite .. due to missing somebody ..... l0st in l0ve .. a s0ng for myself .. kai bu liao kou - jay zhou jie lun ..

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Saturday, September 06, 2008

WeEeee today is 06/08/08 (sat) tats 426am in the morning liao .. had a nice clan outing day with dkdc members sap .. wow .. i remember my last clan outing was counterstrike with my micro clan .. loLs .. we disband due to not united and always quarrel .. dam .. but hope dkdc wun be the same lar .. we wanna be as close as we can .. treat everyone the same .. care for each others and of course .. must enjoy ourselves lar .. well today i went to meet wenfu and abel at hougang mall for lunch @ 4pm zZz .. then straight after lunch , jiaying came ... i tink everything was plan by god then .. she(jiaying) arrived once we had done with lunch and walk out .. the timing for everything was swee swee de ..and i was playing with abel's camera .. then i called her to ask where she is ..then saw her coming up escalator .. lOls .. we walked to buy bubbletea sweet talk .. chit chat ..but know shes quite sian diao .. cos shes the only girl in this outing ..but 1 ting i can comment about her is frenly,outgoing and Brave .. all guys and shes the only girl loh .. and this had made me attracted to her even more .. she is special in this aspect.. hee .. but hope to find more girls in clan lar .. so can accompany her .. then took nel to dohby ghaut .. went to the arcade slack around while waiting for luffy , syafii and 100th prince .. time really flys like house flies .. when luffy,syafii and 100thprince came .. was like dinner time liao loh .. we took few photos outside the arcade .. and i felt quite zi bei sia .. i was like the shortest and smaller seize in the group for guys loh .. hais .. i wanted to be tall and big in seize also .. when i was young , i always dream of me waking up becoming tall and grow fatter .. loLs .. but neber be the truth again .. bo bian loh .. nobody is perfect is true de .. hais .. but i m almost tat near to tat perfect point .. almost ! =x but hais lar .. dinner LJS at plaza sg .. again talk talk eat eat sing song .. kanna disturbed by frens like hell .. me and aki .. wOot .. but too bad aaron and bryan neber come .. if not sure more fun and harvoc de .. then after dinner , we went back arcade to have some fun again .. but this time i lost a bag of DKDC shirts for my clan members .. and i gonna curse the person who stole it ! .. loLs .. fark sia .. at least saved some for my ppl lar .. knn .. took the whole bag.. hais .. then,we walked to parklane for lan-gaming .. and its was raining .. lucky i brought along the cap tat i bought few days back .. so fast in used liao ah .. heeee .. then play play we took com 47 - 51 .. loLs .. u know this numbbers got 15 and 7 leh .. hers favourite and mines favourite .. bleah .. saw aki havin flu while playing .. and the place was stuffy with the fan off .. i went out ask the cashier about the fan .. and know wat .. its spoiled zz .. then went out to find sometin .. i was tinking whether to get inhaler , flu medicine or watever for aki ... in the end went mac bought 4 cups of coke and i request for 1 warmth water for aki tats will temporary stopped her flu i tink ..we played for 3hrs+ and aki wanted to go home .. so all quitted and we walked out of lanshop i returned wenfu $$ .. then he disturbed again wanna changed my notes for his coins zz .. i dun wan lar .. then when i turned in front .. the door appeared in front me and i was quite quick to react lar .. but still hit on the door .. dam sia .. malu like fark ... duno lar .. i felt today quite weird day loh .. alot tings happens like tat .. shirts l0st , bang on door + i forgot to tab my ezlink card on nr6 cost me $5 then .. hais out .. but overall fun day .. wanna organise more outing loh .. loLs .. had to planned well lar .. today like bery sui bian de .. then took nr 6 home .. me,wefu,abel and luffy went to had supper at blk 683 hougang .. and we finished eating without paying .. we just walked off .. loL .. then i took a cab hoMe ... hAHa .. free food sia .. use the $ take cab ... actually i wanted to do many more stuffs for this outing but it didnt go according to wat i plan .. maybe its the time + dun hab the courage for it .. wanted to celebrated belated bday for aki and abel last week of sch holiday .. arhh .. but nvm lar .. we will do it another day .. will hab the chance .. l0ve them all .. been going out everyday .. shags out .. tats all..

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Monday, September 01, 2008

Wooooo ... today went for interview at cicso located at paya lebar with my frens .. met chris and pengcheng 915am at my house busstop .. but was surprised tat this time .. chris was not late .. in fact he came about 5mins earlier .. nice 1 sap .. seriously hes one of my frens who changed alots .. in studies .. in attitude .. keep it out ah .. i came second follow by another late coomer, pengcheng .. LOl .. at least i m not the last =x .. took bus to tampines to meet ah boon ,jackson and lawrence ..sebast and 2 other guys didnt turn out .. tats becomee 6 of us .. machiam some boy band then .. haaa ... we took train down to paya lebar .. then first thing is i duno who lead us to this cisco building .. the first thing we went in was to blocked the entrance .. loLS .. i duno who we waiting and duno where to go also sap .. ah boon say wait for his uncle fren to come down fetch us .. then the building first floor was like all officers looking at the 6 of us loh .. we stand and chit chat until 1 female officer came forward asking why we were doing there and standing there blocking way .. loL .. then in the end we realised we went wrong building lar .. dam funny loh .. tats y duno who anyhow lead =x ... finally we got to the correct destination .. we were required to give our IC for registering to enter as usual .. then got forms to fill up for the job .. bery ma fan sia the forms includes alot things .. fill until dam sian.. really feel like walking out after see the forms .. haaa .. wasting time to fill up the bloody forms then was interview by officer Roy to the 6 of us on the table .. quite a fast ones .. they really need ppl sap .. no wonder we straight enter .. anywho whos above 21years of age are recommended .. we stayed at the building for around an hour or so .. when we walk out quite a distant about from building , saw furong and his frens .. they r applying for the job as well .. c0ol.. more kakis around .. as we walk past furong group .. its started drizzling and rain zZ .. so the 6 of us just run towards mRt for quick shelter .. loLS .. we plan to go marina for lunch but pengcheng and lawrence went off as they got something on .. left 4 of us .. and we went yuki yaki for our buffet lunch .. saw a group of cosplay groups inside also .. bery noisy and + the noise from kids zZ .. but nevertheless still enjoy eatingg and looking arounds at the "noises" .. and yuki yaki is famous for their ice cream .. and we just bring different cups of flavour and play with it .. loL .. mixing difficult kinds of flavours together giving a really "special taste" .. really enjoy eating buffets .. can eat watever amount we can .. but the price was $20+ zZ .. not really worth it if u dun hab good appetite .. after havin our fill, chris went to meet his gf and left 3 of us then ... we went arcade to play .. and saw the same brunch of cosplay groups from yuki yaki .. zz .. another noise .. loLs .. they occupied the whole para para + drum and guitar space .. but in the end we manage to play when they stop putting tokens in .. jackson with his specialise guitar and me para para zZ .. i deproved alots .. my frens say tat i more powerful in genting .. loLs .. arg .. issit the dressing problem tat hinder my dance move or issit i deprove le .. got to get back genting for another training .. there r too much ppl crowding and people watching .. maybe tats add pressure .. bery long neber play also le .. xiang dang nian when para para first came out i was already playing and i had groups for para "fans" ...dance almost everyday but now .. lols .. cmi lar ...after tat we just went back .. and i meet my sis at compasspoint to accompany her to singtel shop buy buy her iPhone zZ .. i wanna change phone also sap .. see-ing everyone changes .. i must control ! .. i wanna buy more clothings than anything else .. ho ho .. looking forward to more plans and enjoying my good long holiday break .. ahhh .. i m so shioking-now now flying around the sky freely just like any birds =p .. tml i will go swim and continue my search for new and nice bball shoes then .. sudden interest in playing bball le .. interest keep changing zZz .. tink i g0t a score throat + cough from the oily prawns and meats .. and i had kfc for dinner .. alll fried food .. dam sia .. tires out and i missed her.. thats all.

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Sunday, August 31, 2008

Another photo for my 20th century fashion project .. and its my last piece ... goin for another elective module next term .. still duno which course will i go in .. hab to wait and see .. lets hope for a relac and easy ones =p

well .. its been ages since i last blog .. loLS .. dam .. but today 31/08/08 a nice day thus lets put some to it .. its the second day of my holiday le .. finally exam completed .. tats a nice ones .. gonna enjoy this holiday le .. but this time the exam papers r quite easy bahs .. then also i last mins rush study de .. loLs .. hope to get good results sap .. just an A or distinction will do .. i m not greedy =x the elite way of doing all things .. early morning i went temple with my grandma , aunt and mummy to return the prayers for last week .. last week, i went to pray for my exams and indeed it came true .. as in the papers wasnt as tough as i thought .. when i reached the temple .. i was quite surprised by the crowds .. there was much more ppl then last week .. the typical singaporeans .. squeezing and pushin eash others -.- .. dun understands wat the rush and the enthu-ness of the people zZz .. then realised today is the first lunar day .. ghost festival other etc tat had explained the overwhelming of ppl .. today i just returned prayers nia didnt pray for other things cos of the limited space etc .. wanted to pray many things de .. but hais .. i will go again another day then .. was quite tires .. went to nearby hawker for breakfast and took away food back home for lunch .. took cab home after tat .. Today is aki aka jiaying birthday too .. lets wish her 20th happy bday .. yaY ! .. shes my wc3 baby .. shes a nice girl .. but quite emo bahs when i read her blog =x .. should stay happy always .. i trying hard too =p .. missed the time playing dota with her .. hEeee .. give me memories of time when i spend time with my ex gf during my sec sch time ..this feeling hard to explain too .. no words can describe it .. anyway its the past now .. g0t to move on .. looking at the past cant bring us back too .. so lets look ahead .. many things r waiting f0r us to accomplish and fufil goals .. been slacking away since my last paper ended on friday 29/08/08 ..

duno wat to do for holidays too .. slowly plan and we shall see .. tml,tats monday i will be having interview with my frens for the F1 security officer job le .. wish me luCk all .. i wan this job .. good payout + i wan to be back in the force also .. and most importantly .. can watch F1 live ! loL .. looking forward to it lar .. so tats conclude all .. my first step is to get more jobs and earn more cash to realise one of my dream and goal =D .. just do it .. thats all.

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Saturday, June 21, 2008

Drew some models and clothings for my 20th century fashion course .. duno whether nice anot .. but pls dun kapo =x ..

An0ther m0nth has passed .. felt more and more tires + stress .. kinda lazy to blog but still i have to blog cos i missed those days tat had already gone .. 2 weeks holiday has came and is gonna end soon .. this is the last day of my holiday .. tats b0ring .. wished the time could stop now .. it will never happens zzz .. i also duno how i spend this holiday .. its really too fast le ... this holiday didnt really meet some of my kakis as they were busy with projects,cca,working so on and so for .. for me i always last mins w0rk so i just enjoy as much as i can now i g0t 2 projects(psp and 20th century fashion) waiting for me to submit when sch reopens .. loLs ... dkdc zz .. sch to me is really fark up .. projects projects and exams .. if not for the cert i wun be studying le ...everything need cert .. just a farking piece of paper bahs .. i rather find a job and earn as much as i can .. i wanna buy many thingys and spend watever i can =p .. hAa .. gaming also abit sian to me le .. no much games to play .. dota always those few heros .. go out need spend $$ .. duno wat to do also ...... planning to get a job for the next long holiday le ... i went JB 2 times with sherwin during this holiday .. quite a fruitful trip .. went to city square and jusco the new shopping centre .. eye opening for me sia .. everythin in there was too good compare to Singapore zz .. be it food or entertainments .. Singapore lost .. by spending SGD50 in SG and MY zz .. MY can do much more things and enjoy to the core loh .. i went singing session in MY .. and when the bill came .. i was surprise sap .. 1 person just RM15 nia .. in SG kb0x 1 person at least 20-30sgd .. just a bridge acrosss and so much difference liao .. i rather spend my every cents in MY than in SG now .. i had set my sight on migrating to MY when i retired .. become king in malaysia .. living the most simple , enjoyable , fun and relaxing life .. hAaa .. SG life ahh .. duno wat to say .. MY still my choice now .. and i wanna get a MY gf .. i found tat MY girls are much better too compare to SG .. heee .. they are much loyal and much famine .. but my most important goal now is to earn as much as i can to hab this "unlimited" cash to spend .. wooOohoo .. will try my best in w0rking towards all these goals .. next on l0ve l0ve line .. zz .. haiz .. i m single always then .. getting used to life being single .. starting to l0st faith and confident in l0ve le .. wats love .. y does it exist .. perharps my expectation too high bah .. my fren told me this .. u l0ok urself in the mirror first before choosing and deciding .. agree .. there r much more handsome guys out there .. but i m not bad too =x .. loLs .. hais .. for time being i tink i will stay single till i establish my career first le .. unless miracle happens =p .. btw , i receive 1 interesting email from a nice lady oversea i tink .. stating: So, i guess the time has arrived for me to start using this account. I can hold back no longer! I looked at your page and well, I liked what I saw.. :p Sooo my name is Jessica Bennett. I think me and you should be friends, because you seem pretty fun, and possibly cute! (it's everso hard to tell in this digital world :) anyway, i'd go on forever, but I want to get an answer from you.. You should check out my other profile on this other site, I'm usually on over there: http://www.friends-bucket.com/?id=2545&mypics (my username is feisty_teaser). Then maybe we could chat sometime! you know what they say.. looks captures the eyes, but personality catches the heart.. haha.. talk to you soon, Jessica Bennett .. never thought that my msnspace photos can attract ppl from other countries .. loLS .. tats c0ol .. anyway got to thx her for this email that give me little confident + some nice memories to my life =p .. for now lets hope f0r the best and lets w0rk to my goaLs =D .. That's all.

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Thursday, May 08, 2008

hAppy bday to me on 18 April 2008 first .. loLs .. so fast over now its 8 May 2008 (thurs)le .. arg .. and i m 23 this year .. another year older .. new revolution new starts .. tats where i wanted to do something in life instead or just gaming and schooling .. thus i started my own branding of t-shirts dkdc @ http://dkdc07.blogspot.com/ .. do support if u happen to bypass then =D .. its always my dream to start my bery own business and this is my first and definitely not the last .. just need more experience etc .. though its not easy but i still hang on and preserve no matters what ..now my webs hab only 1 tshirt out .. loLs .. nothing much to shop yet .. looking around for more opportunities .. hais .. but today quite happy sap .. dun hab PSPS class as lecturer,Serene was late for 30 mins .. and whole class just left with a note on the door stating " our class at 1500hrs to 1700hrs.. everyone was here .. good bye to our beloved teacher" .. loLs .. funny shit .. and we just left like tat .. woo hoo .. tats the kind of life everybody wan sap .. but lucky no PSPS lesson.. wasnt feeling well due to this tireness and throat pain zZ .. stress up with life in semester 1.2 .. alots projects and sch work .. hais .. hope faster end then this nitemare will be over sap .. i just wanna game to relac but also duno got the time to play anot first .. just fast do faster ends .. but (7may2008)yesterday hamkia and aki asked me to go wc3 for dota .. but i didnt .. i was playing viwawa with my classmates and chat in msn .. but in the end msn hanged and i just played few rounds in viwawa before going bed .. sorry to them le .. i felt sick and tired out.. hamkia and aki helped me lots in clan and my dkdc thingys .. really owe them alots .. but will try to repay them someday then .. but of course there are ebikko and boonzai who helped me too .. so lets thx to them sap .. *cLap* .. for time being .. i wanna find someone to really take charge in clan stuffs and my dkdc business in hand first as i'm still schooling .. too busy to handle alots things .. but hope everyone around my life are doing well .. but now i duno how aki and hamkia doing .. only know hamkia still working as properrty agent then aki recently emo-ing due to bgr .. i went past more worst exp then .. i got to get up from where i fall too .. so always remember.. fate is what God hands you, destiny is what you do with it .. only we can help ourselves.. if we dun ..then no1 can help then .. people around me be happy and stay cheerfuL always =D ~~ .. to our success .. gonna blog maybe once or twice a month depends on my busyness cos i cant be cocking in this blog my everyday life .. its almost the same unless there interesting to share .. for the meantime .. my life is total bored out .. wake up , eat , sch , eat slps .. everyday routine/cycle .. just peace .. so take care allll ..

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Saturday, March 01, 2008

s0 long no bLog le .. so decided to c0me in to update my personal diary .. yAy .. today is 02 march 08 .. my second day of my sch holiday and it rained = (.. finally exam stress everything is 0ver .. time f0r enj0yment and relaxation .. g0t jobs lobang anyone ?met some1 yesterday .. tats on 01 march 08 .. met her 2 years bAck .. was so enthu and happy .. wanted to tell everyone tat I wan to be with her .. i just l0ve her .. but ... i duno toooo .. wanted to ask her does she really love me .. will our feelings fade away as times past by .. i m so afraid to get into another relationship n hurting each other .. hAix .. how i wish god can tell me wat to do .. i felt so lost .. really wanna cherish every moment with her .. a simple life and a simple love with her ... i wanna pursue this love .. i wanna do watever i can to my limit ...... let time let god let everybody be the witnessssssssss .... will we be t0gether 9999999999999999999999999999999999999 long lasting .......... its up to fate n destiny ..... = (

Another song here for my feelings on 1 & 2 march 08

Westlife - I Cry

You said goodbye I fell apart I fell from all we had To I never knew I needed you so bad You need to let things go I know, you told me so I've been through hell To break the spell Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again If you could see me now You would know just how How hard I try Not to wonder why I wish I could believe in something new Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl) I'll never be over you Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again If I could have you back tomorrow If I could lose the pain and sorrow I would do just anything To make you see, still love me I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

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Thursday, December 27, 2007

Been some time since i blog .. kind of lazy to type etC .. lOLS .. hAis .. how time really flys .. nS completed .. now back to school/study life zZz .. b0rings sapp .. abit regret to join oct intake in sch .. not much girls in class .. mostly are army guys .. and now half of my class malays = ( during my ns alots malays already now some more same .. tink i am fated with them bah -.- .. life in ITE and polytechnic is totally different .. got to w0rk hard to get good results .. but managed to saw some of my frens changed alots .. now they did much better than in ITE too ..but my attitude towards study will alway remain bah .. then relac relac .. duno and dun care .. just last mintues piang until pi li pak la .. loLS .. now having my 2 weeks term break holidaying .. got to enjoy my life as a student ba .. future i still duno .. whether to sign on as police officer , to own a busness or to w0rk in bank .. still long to tink of .. now my wish my dream is to complete my diploma first .. whether i can make it i another problem too .. now i am taking business cum engine .. alots english needed .. and my ang moh isnt tat good = ( .. will try to improve on it .. christmas already over .. now waiting for year 2008 and thennnnnnnn .. will be the start of sch again .. b0rings .. this holiday flys fast .. but overall so far enjoy it .. though theres 2 projects i g0t to do .. but till now i still slacking .. never really touch my projects .. dies sap .. now walk 1 step see the step le loh .. not much to sch w0rk just wanna keep myself at ease at peace ..went for a drink during christmas day with my bro ,sherwin, thx for his company ..and drink to my sorrowness.. i stayed at home for past 1 or 2 days .. alots of the past went past my mind .. wat i did in the past .. my ex gfs of course.. i missed them .. n they wun be back to me . . tings changed minds changes .. i duno .. to me now .. i am so afraid to get involved in another relationship again . . .just dun wanna get myself hurt dun wanna hurt the other party too .. to get good results is my wish i hope for now .. in bgR .. i'm just another failure . . . thE enD.

JayZhou JieLun - Longest Movie

我們的開始　是很長的電影　放映了三年　我票都還留著冰上的芭蕾　腦海中還在旋轉　望著妳　慢慢忘記妳朦朧的時間　我們溜了多遠　冰刀劃的圈　圈起了誰改變如果再重來　會不會稍嫌狼狽　愛是不是不開口才珍貴再給我兩分鐘　讓我把記憶結成冰別融化了眼淚　妳妝都花了要我怎麼記得記得妳要我忘了吧　記得妳叫我忘了吧妳說妳會哭　不是因為在乎

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

Finally .. I am back from my malaysia trip .. from oct 7 till oct 11 sap ... so fast time flies and back to my home land again .. zZz .. missed my bloggy too .. loLS .. oct 7 I accompany my ah ma and da gu to temples to pray .. bery long never go out with them le .. we took tranStar bus(AFT 666) @ 2230hrs to genting .. nite bus again .. this time only 6 person went .. including me .. the bus was quite fast .. arrived at first world hotel @ 0500hrs in the morning .. but we need to wait for hotel room until 1000+hrs in the morning sapp .. waste time + not enough slps for all ... in the end .. boon , chris , tong hai and navin went casino play while me and yixiang went around shopping n took our breakfast .. about 1100hr we got our room keys and immediately we went to our room .. took a short nap .. around late evening.. we met for our dinner .. went casino and watch late nite movie .. resident evil extinction .... yay ...second day we woke up early to take bus down to kL .. wonders around and shop .. went kLcc etC .. alots places I not too sure of the name too .. loLS .. bought 1 black t-shirt , 1 black polo t and a belt at the wet market .. heee .. can say alots tings happen when at kL areas bah .. so I will just state a brief one for me to recall only bah .. third day not much happenings .. loLS .. we woke up quite late .. spend most of our time inside casino , eat and photo taking sessions .. then our fourth day is our last day le .. sad sapp .. y this trip so fast ends le .. enjoy not enough ah .. we checked out @ 1200hrs .. went for breakfast +lunch (kfC) .. board the bus @ 1400hrs returned to singapore le ... bought few titbits for my family members on the way back .. reached singapore ( lavander ) at about 2115hrs .. shared cab with tong hai , chris and boon ... reached home @ about 2215hrs .. the end of my trip le = ( .. overall , really enjoy this trip .. spend quite alots too .. left not much malaysia money too .. ready for my sch soon .. gambateh ~

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Friday, October 05, 2007

ah ~~ today I was the organiser for going east coast park cycling .. loLS ... really long never been there .. thus go jio ppl go .. managed to get wenjian and navin come along .. hur hur ... thus we met at tampines @ 1130am .. hais .. really need to apologise to wenjian .. he is always the one early .. and dun y I always late too .. but navin is the most late .. loLS .. we took bus 31 to marine parade .. we had our lunch there.. we order chicken rice + char chiew .. $3 only .. really cheap and nice too .. bery w0rthy .. then we went to nearby provision shop .. buy can drink .. we slowly jalan to east coast park by under tunnel .. then got these 4 young ladies blocking the entrance of the tunnel .. kind of feeling wierd when going past them .. duno y too .. maybe they keep looking at us .. or standing at the sides of the entrance tunnel as if they welcoming us .. heee .. navin suddenly stomache .. went macdonald wait for him to shit =x .. after tat .. we found a bicycle rental shop .. the person was frenly ..really like their service .. 1hr free 1hr + a drink for $6 .. but the person let us cycle from 1330hrs to 1700hrs for just $8 .. cooll .. can go back there for rental next time .. really on sia .. we then cycle towards bedok jetty direction .. see people fishing ah .. my favourites .. too bad i didnt bring my fishing rod .. totally cant compare to yishun jetty .. there no fishes ah .. i spend so long didnt caught any fishes at yishun ... we went on cycling to look for nice scenaries for photo taking .. we didn't managed to cycle the whole east coast park sap .. almost completed the route ... if only we can stay abit longer .. after cycling .. we went toilet wash up/clean up .. seat at macdonald rest awhile .. after tat took bus 135 to ang mo kio hub as navin wanna buy movies tickets .. accompany him awhile , bought the tickets .. then we went our separate ways .. i took bus 136 to hougang plaza to meet jiaquan .. but was late .. also really sorry to keep him waiting .. waited almost 40 mins .. hais.. actualy meet him at 1945hrs but I 2020hrs reach .. we went hougang mall food court for our dinner ... not long yixiang rushed down after his w0rk ..dinner finished .. we went harvey norman .. see hifi ... then yixiang finally bought the LG hifi .. felt happy for him .. after so long he finally buy it .. had beeen eye-ing for it quite long .. we carry the hifi .. all the way to hougang plaza .. as me and jiaquan went for pool session .. around 2200hrs yixiang's daddy drive car to pick him up as he bought tat hifi set .. left me and jiaquan continue playing .. hais .. when we was about to leave .. a group of chinese ah bengs .. zZz .. was caught by police in plain clothings and line up in a row just outside the pool .. jiaquan always take my 11b to the counter for table .. and those bengsters starred at us .. but the only ting is tat .. we r definitely not undercover or the 1 who called the police .. but 1 thing for sure is tat .. those people know tat I myself is an police officer too .. as my 11b always being used to changed for pool table .. hais .... i guessed I wont go to those places oftenly .. and never to flash my 11b or lending to anyone anymore ah ... I was kind of worry of our safety when those group kanna caught .. cos not all had being arrested .. for wat offences I not sure too ..me and jq went toilet after pool to wash our hands .. saw these 3 bengs entering too .. from their conversation I knew they suspected me and jq as police officer already .. then I started to worries abit ... cos its 3 aginist 2 .. but lucky nothing .. loLS .. just starred nia .. ho ho ... we bought a bottle of drink at cheers then we took train back home ... homE sweEt home ~~~ .. really shag after whole full day being occupied .. going to hab a good rest already ... sLps o.o zzzz

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